i m facing everything by myself with nth but tears n fake smile

i feel tat i m facing everyting by my-self...
sumtime i reli can't trake it le...
haix..
why last tym we will so good.. but now all of us is tearing up...
everyone is enermyto everyone of us...
i reli dunno why....>>
perhaps.. dis ish my punishiment bax...
cause i think i hve done sumthing worng...
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but cam to think... why everytimt i have to fae anything thst i do nt wish to facxe...
why must let me feel gd 1st den in the end give me hell
i hate this lorx!!!!
lat tym. when i small my family auite rich... i wan wad will buy wad... den now???
family owe e goverment so much money...
and dis gib me alot alotof stress...
den my fred de leh...
lat tym we so gd noe lik wad onli...
why ishh my life like that
i reli dun wan to like tat de orx...
haix..
perhaps i reli "sway"/////
haixx....